In low mood

I am not very happy these days, maybe because i quit my job, and then haven't found new one!
I begin to think that if my ability is not very not good?
I don't know!
honey have gone to Zhengzhou,and he will come back the day after tomorrow, i feel so lonely, no one will comfort me, and try his best to make me to happy, i miss him so much!
i wanna work at forgin trading, really wanna, but i always fail to get it, i don't know why, i guess because i have no experience, why don't they give me the chance ,if they go on donging that, may many graduates won't get enough experices!
how to do ,and what to do ?
who can give me the answer?
i fount it unlucky these days , i beg the god to bless me, because i have sent a resume to apply the position of forgin trading , i hope i can success this time!
Bless me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!